Everytime I almost fall asleep my mind wakes me up!

With all these thoughts just running over and over again.... its so frustrating!

On a side note... things are good... I'm happy, healthy and in love!

My little brother is doing well, parents are functional and school is going well.

I find myself walking around campus listening to the birds sing and stopping to smell the flowers that are blooming...

This is so unusually for me... I'm always in a hurry... but why?

I'm not in a hurry to die... so why don't I stop and look around more often...

If I don't won't I miss it?

I feel happier, stronger and a little bit wiser. Almost like I've been here before even though I know logically I couldn't of!

Life is simple I guess...

We live and die... and it doesn't matter if we make a fool of ourself's today or trip up the stairs because in 5 years you won't even remember it...

I never did worry about the little things...

Anyway... blah, blah, blah.... more crap...


I'm going to try and sleep now....

Goodnight.
Laura
XOXO